Episode Summary: The Freedom of Be-ing (Pages 172-194)
In this chapter, we explore the fundamental choice each of us faces—whether to align with our true divine nature, our "wheat-self," or remain trapped in the illusion of separation, our "chaff identity."
Our choices about how we connect to ourselves, others, and the Divine either lead us toward authentic freedom or keep us bound in patterns of seeking and wanting. This chapter reveals that true freedom comes not from doing whatever we want, but from being what we truly are—our essence. Healing happens through reintegrating lost aspects of self while learning to trust divine timing and support. We’re being asked to look at this deeply because it affects us both individually and as a collective.
Key Themes
Freedom vs. Servitude – Unstitching from anything that keeps us bound to ego identity.
Chaff Identity vs. Wheat-Self – The illusion-self keeps us in fear, while our true self welcomes change and co-creation with the Divine.
Reintegrating Lost Aspects of Self – Healing trauma and reclaiming fragmented parts of our soul.
Trusting the Divine Process – Learning to surrender to transformation and divine timing.
The Illusion of the Chaff Identity
The chaff-identity, or illusion-self, is driven by fear and the need for external validation.
It seeks power, safety, and control while rejecting divine connection.
This imbalance leaves us feeling dissatisfied, disconnected, and in a cycle of wanting rather than gratitude.
It creates what the text calls "thought bubbles" and "fear prisons," clouding our perception with defensiveness and external energy absorption.
When we allow this identity to dominate, we become susceptible to love knots—splits within ourselves that fragment our experience of wholeness.
The Power of the Wheat-Self
The wheat-self, or divine self, is not attached to form identity.
It welcomes change, honors its needs, and serves its purpose through its unique essence.
Unlike the chaff-identity, the wheat-self is not defined by the outer world—it is rooted in divine truth and freedom.
Reintegrating Lost Aspects of Self
Trauma can cause aspects of our wheat-self to fragment, moving into our spirit body until we are ready to reintegrate them.
These lost aspects might include joy, innocence, peace, or even specific memories.
When we are ready to reclaim them, our soul calls in profound change to restore our wholeness.
This process invites us to:
Recognize when we’re operating from illusion versus truth.
Reclaim and reintegrate fragmented parts of ourselves.
Trust the process, even without intellectual understanding.
Let go of self-pity and open to divine support.
Embracing Transformation
As we move back into wholeness, we may no longer feel drawn to certain people, places, or activities.
This is a natural process—new, healthier connections begin to form as we align with our true self.
Each day becomes an opportunity to deepen our connection to the divine within us.
The Era of Profound Transformation
The traumas surfacing now are soul traumas, beyond the mind and heart.
We are being called to greater accountability—to see and accept truths we may have previously ignored.
Yeshua tells us: "You are being freed to live a soul-based life."
This is a time of transcendence that doesn’t require pain, but it does require presence and surrender.
The choice before us is clear: Will we stay fragmented, or will we become one streaming consciousness of wheat?
Navigating the Path Ahead
The world is burdened by a culture of want—now is the time to refine commitments and leave space for what truly matters.
The text warns that change will soon become more difficult to suppress. What has been repressed within us—and within the Earth—will rise.
“All we need to know is that we will know what we need to know when it's time.”
Trust in divine timing and lean into the support of community—come-unity—as we step into new realities together.
Passion & Authenticity
We are being asked to strip away illusions and embrace transparency.
Imbalanced passion: Arrogance, exhaustion, and self-absorption.
Balanced passion: Grace, authenticity, and divine alignment.
Yeshua tells us that passion not aligned with spirit will become increasingly unsustainable.
When we experience true passion through our wheat-self, it flows so naturally that we never want to stop.
Key Takeaways
Let go of what no longer serves. Release old energy, behaviors, and beliefs that keep you bound.
Embody the Light. Step into your wheat-self and allow your true self to shine.
Your path may be the road less traveled. It requires humility, courage, and trust, but you are not alone.
Freedom is not about doing whatever you want—it is about being what you are.
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read or re-read The Power of Perception found under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains (Pages 162-171).
🎧 In the audiobook, listen to The Power of Perception under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains.
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
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Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman
🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman
📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
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